hahah, i know my title of the post is so cliche-"Life is like a rollercoaster." I mean it's true... Just take for example today, i experienced a variety of emotions throughout my whole day. In the morn i was rather frustated n angry with my sister becos of her request of me to help out. At times i really dun noe how to express myself to her. It's like if u want me for a favor i have the choice to say no but in this case i was kena scolded for saying no to her n also i hated the feeling of being threatened. i was quite shocked by my response twds her also when she stopped me from leaving e hse. i told her straight at her face that i hated that feeling n wat she was trying to do. All of a sudden, all the negative tots of her came into my mind...i told God i hv to change n i am not letting tis incident to make me unhappy for the day, especially it was e start of my day n somemore i am supposed to b happy mood cos i'm on leave for work. Had my visit to dental finally...after all e "flying the dentist aeroplane" for consecutively 2 times.i felt so pai seh when the clinic assistant asked me, " R u recently very busy?" haha i replied, " not really...just that i overslept." frankly speaking i have to learn how to be on time for even minor things not onli for work.I had such a painful experience at e dental place for e first time after seeing dentist for such a long time. excited to take off my braces! Whee! no more "ms betty"..thinking back i'm quite impulsive in my decision-making for tis braces thingy-cost me 4K+, thank God for His providence that i can hv the opportunity to do it during my student days.
After that, i went to watch my online show "Bu Bu Jing Xin". It's really a nice n interesting show. my mood got better a bit. wanted to slack a bit though supposed to con't to pack the hse actualli. got 5 more days to pack before i get ready for my work again.
In the evening, went out with some ministry friends for dinner tog.=) Really enjoyed the time spent with another, got to noe more abt them ( work n family life) Felt encouraged when one sister who is a medical student now shared her views abt nurses. Got to appreciate my job in e healthcare line more, having e privilege to learn from other ppl's experiences n treasuring lives more. teachers are also very admirable having to educate the younger generation, it's really a tough job. Salute all e teachers! I'm really touched when a sister who is leaving team shared to us her journey together with us in tis ministry. i will really miss her a lot, someone who has inspired me to give the best to the kids, doing things for their good.=) Now reached home, leaving me with a lot of reflections re: the things i'm currently doing. Am i really living out my very best for Him everyday? Did i miss out anything which is more important? Thank You Lord for giving me friends ard me to spur me on! I will con't to "FIGHTING" till the end of the day!=)
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